疯了！

真是一发不可收拾！！
澳对美的汇率正是一年以来最高的时候！
不管了，喜欢的，想了很久的通通现在接了，以免以后后悔啊！

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I'm back!

After disappearing for a complete month, I'm back!

So a little recap of what happened within the last month XD

Manifest was er..... very busy, for those who attended and came to the maid cafe, thank you very much for coming! At this stage, we're not sure if it'll happen again in the coming year, but it was very fun and for the most part hair tearing for the organizer(s)! It was a pity that we had to be placed outside though, given the terrible weather. Hopefully next year, if it is happening again, we'll be placed inside. And with the best of luck, we might be able to sell real coffee, if we're allowed to rent the coffee machine that was there.

Anyways, a day after manifest has ended, we flew to Shanghai, China and had a "Blasting" 3 weeks, holidaying/being tortured there. Shopping was the main agenda, and we did spend almost every dime we brought with us, if not more. I was lucky enough to find the Dollzone retail shop in Shanghai and got that Mo I've always wanted, at a hell of a bargain price! The weather was terribly hot for autumn days. We both got sick from the sudden change of temperature, with the outdoor being unbearably hot and the subways' freezing cold. I hit a temperature of 38.9˚C a week after arrival. Good thing it subsided in 2 days, so it is safe to say that I didn't catch H1N1. We didn't even dare go to the hospital, in fear of being quarantined.

Although shopping was great for the most part, I was deeply disappointed at the lack of fabric variety available in Shanghai. I didn't get to buy any fabric I wanted. Though the huge bag of laced we picked-up was somewhat comforting ^^

Our return flight touched-down in the Melbourne airport at 5:50 am last Thursday, and I was immediately back at work the next day. Not a good way to sober up... not at all. Luckily, I handed in my resignation letter the day after and will be relieved of all duties after tomorrow's shift. I'm so glad to finally be getting out of there. But then again, I just got myself into another hole by agreeing to run my neighbors shop for them. Which means 6 days a week, 7 hours a day. Heck.... at least I got the freedom, since I can run it the way I want to. I might be holding BJD workshops there in the future. On Tuesdays. But nothing's solid yet. So will be posting updates if anything will happen at all. Turns out the shop is not doing so well, so got myself out of there as quickly as I could~~ Oh well, I'm in need of a real break anyways, so no biggies^^

All in all, the last month was jam packed with the good and the bad, but the experiences were mostly rewarding. And we plan to do it all again next year! The world expo is taking place in Shanghai and we're planning to go back in September, and maybe a little detour in Japan as well. So here's to hope that next year things will work out for the better.

Or am I wishing a little too soon? XD

1/6 娃的魔力

最近不知怎么，突然迷上 1/6 的娃了。

刚开始钻 BJD 的时候看到的小布呀小滴呀的只是觉得很可怕 O_o!! 但是现在对 BJD 的多样化已经变得很开放的自己也开始觉得 1/6 的娃是越看越萌～～～ >w< 短短的两个月里就接了 4 只！

BJD 的衣服就已经很小了。。。1/6 的就更别说了。。。可是还是手痒！布料啊，花边啊，扣子啊等等～～都买了不少！ 就等开工了，可是常年睡盒子的娃们到现在有看得过去的脸的一个都没。还是先画脸再缝衣吧～～

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无奈

好久没更新了。。。原因主要是自己太懒 ＝_＝

最近（就昨天～）看到了某人“强大”的阵容后有点对自己现在的心境不知所措。 生活的琐碎已经变成我无法尽情享受创作之喜悦的一大借口。 取而代之的是无谓的烦躁以及矛盾。曾经老抱怨着因缺乏时间而不能着手的事情，现在却成了无限的精神压力。当我看到别人为自己的喜好投入的莫大时间以及精力的时候，顿时对自己的半吊子心态产生了一种厌恶。我总是夹在自己的一意孤行以及对外界眼光的顾虑中。即想只跟着自己的感觉走又担心别人投来异样的眼光。现在看来只有那些对自己的世界保持着坚定的意念的人才能为了自己不顾一切的走下去。。。我也希望自己可以慢慢地朝这个方向进发～～～我也该抛开自己杞人忧天的看法，快点投入到自己的喜好中，头也别回！

说到投入，最近发现自己为了补偿不能接到的某娃已经在不知不觉间养了好多并不是最爱的娃 TT.TT 说来有点对不起这些没有得到疼爱的孩子也很对不起自己的荷包。。。。所以今天我终于砸下重金把 她 给“接回来了”。 当然还得等个几天才正式成为家里的一份子。那她是谁呢～～ 现在先保密吧 （还卖乖 O_o！！）

再来就是说说这心境的变化。我一向是个对自己的选择非常执着的人。近来却因为很多无法如意的事情开始有点动摇了。突然之间开始疑问自己的选择是否正确。无论是生活方式还是现在的人迹关系，我是不是那里犯了很严重的错误才导致自己现在这种左右为难的处境。在爱人的开导下心里是有个数了，可是乱麻暂且不能快崭。。。我向来处事太过果断，所以今回要慢慢理，直到完全分解为止，以防留下心病。

好了，难得发一次牢骚各位朋友见怪了^^ 我会振作的！在此献上自家毛茸茸儿女靓照各一枚～

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